COURAGE OF THE ROSE

VALENTINE TRIBUTE TO OUR BELOVED MOTHER, ROSIE

My mother, Rosie, will be 88 years old on Valentines Day. Every year on this day of Love, our family gathers together to honor our most lovable mother.

Our huge family of her six children and 1 adopted child and their spouses; 16 grandchildren and their spouses; 14 great grand children, numerous godchildren and those who have adopted her as their mother too many to enumerate from many parts over the world are gathering together to celebrate this auspicious day for my Mom.

This year on February 14, we are organizing an online video teleconference family reunion, gathering the entire family together via cyberspace since we all live all over the world.

Her technologically savvy grandchildren are making sure that Mom can see her entire family network of love, since many of us could not physically make it home for the planned family reunion.

It is amazing to see the SPIRIT of love through modern technology, helping us transcend geographical and physical distance. We love how the Universe has cooperated to bring our world closer together, albeit virtually.

What’s the huge symbolism of the year we are celebrating with her? Did you know that 88 is the symbol of double infinity of Love.

Our Mom lives this.

She is always telling us that Love is beyond time and space.

She is our courageous center and our loving anchor on this earth that provides us with a family to

· To turn to,
· To grow from,
· To belong with,
· To have a net when life gives us falls,
· To see connections and our distinct selves from,
· To be nurtured and loved,
· To distance from,
· To ask and receive,
· To talk, share and listen,
· To struggle with and disagree,
· To want approval and to give approval,
· To celebrate with and reminisce,
· To laugh with and at ourselves,
· To confide and share secrets,
· To empathize with and feel sympathy for,
· To be reminded of the amazing power and value of love,
· To live responsibly and with integrity,
· To speak the truth,
· To face our faults,
· To have shame and guilt where it is appropriate,
· To know ourselves in the face of disapproval,
· To stand strong to opposition,
· To join together despite our differences,
· To make peace and forgive ourselves and each other, and
· To come home to for whatever reason and be welcomed.

We all have so many stories of Rosie, both us in our family and the many whom she has touched in her community. She is known to radiate love and courage, generosity and kindness, compassion and sacrifices, suffering and triumph, of honor and humor. We could fill pages and pages of her stories.

Throughout her life, she has turned rags and remnants into works of art, painstakingly focused in seeing God’s creation. She has given us wisdom, presence and beauty in the mundane routines of daily life to major events of global impact.

My Mom is the amazing recycling queen. She had the gift of making unique colorful clothes from pieces that others discard. She wears them with regal class to her monthly ballroom dances. Her fairy godmother magic leaves one wondering about the parts and pieces that went into her concoctions except to marvel at her creation. We are always astounded by her faith and her ability to enjoy the amazing blessings of joy coming from the Great Source of Nothingness and of All Things.

She looks at life abundantly, seeing the flow of grace and blessing from God for all her needs and more. She is a fountain of generosity and she credits her Father, Don Pepe, for his vision to raise his daughters to be responsible stewards of the prosperity that has blessed him and his heirs. Mom – a paradox of wealth and simplicity. Her greatest joy comes from her charitable endeavors.

More than the financial blessings is the foundation of JMV, whom mother has lovingly named in honor of her father. This is a legacy of Gratitude, Integrity, Trust and Love for one another and care for those less fortunate for God is within them too.

Rosie sees her life’s purpose to pass forward the blessings she has received in her life by:
· Beginning and ending the day with meditation and prayer, especially praying the Rosary.
· Loving one another.
· Being there with compassion when life is hard.
· Remembering and celebrating all birthdays, anniversaries, achievements, friendship with intangible gifts of heartfelt greetings, positive and prayerful intentions and if possible a gathering.
· Tithing generously and wisely to charity and receive from God all blessings, for she truly understands it is all a circle.
· Trusting that everything happens for a higher purpose and having Faith and trusting, even when it seems impossible.
· Lifting your sufferings to the Father.
· Turning ALL over to the Will of God and being in peace.
· Living courageously and following God’s guidance (through prayer, intuition, heart, gut) in all you do.
· Blessing each day as a Gift to be alive and of service in the present Moment.
· Being in Joy of Heart NOW.
· Savoring nourishment, eating slowly with delight and being merry.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Mom!

Today…February 14, 2010 you are the Double Infinity of Love.
88 resounding in heartbeats of LOVE all over the world multiplied.
Through your children, grand children, great grand children
Embrace you with love radiant in their hearts.
All are so blessed for your Life of Purpose and Grace
With your loving presence and generosity of heart
How amazingly you have touched all our lives
Leaving your legacy of LOVE, FAITH and COURAGE.

You make your Father, proud and we love you.

Lalei and Phil

www.tenpathwaysofhealinglove.com

www.phillalei.com

Can Your Partnership Sustain The Call Of Your Soul?

Mary, a woman in her 40’s, put aside her dreams of doing humanitarian work to be a wife and raise children in a stable, family home. Now at 46, with her youngest child in college, she began to feel a pull to give back to the world. Over time as she sat with these feelings, she realized she wanted to be a missionary in Ghana. She was moving into the phase of personal development where she wanted to discover herself, expand, go and reach out to the third world.

At the same time, her husband Bob turned 50. He felt he wanted to enjoy this time in his life by being home with Mary. He looked forward to the freedom of working and being at home, as most of his adult life he had traveled extensively for work. In his phase of personal development, he was ready to nurture and be a full, intimate partner-the very thing they had talked about all these years. Now, he did not need to be on the road for his work.

She saw that the children were grown now so she could have her freedom and follow her ‘dream’. From his vantage point, he said that now that the children were grown, it was time for them to be together. She said, “I’ve stayed home, I can’t do it anymore.” Now, he was ready to slow down and settle in their “nest”.

They felt the tension of their different wants and knew they did not want their struggle to poise a threat of divorce. In counseling, they felt their commitment to their marriage covenant and affirmed their love and respect for each other. They were surprised at the intensity of their present struggle and feared what it was bringing to the surface. We shared with them about the phases of the couples’ developmental journey and they began to understand where they were at individually in their own personal growth. As a couple, they looked and explored deeply within themselves the deeper purpose of what they were experiencing as a couple.

As a couple, they completed the first stage of development of their ‘Couple Identity’. Individually, she had fulfilled her part in the first phase of development (staying at home and nurturing the children) and now her soul was calling her back to her original love – to serve in a third world country. The call had become so compelling that as their youngest child was close to graduating from college, she felt a strong pull to discover its deeper purpose for her and for them together. It was equally important that their marriage partnership be sustained in following her call. Can her husband and their marriage take the risk for this discovery? How will their marriage develop if she did not follow this compelling call of her soul?

Individually, he too had fulfilled his career goals and experienced the support and autonomy provided by marriage. He had been questioning his dreams when a close call with a crisis at work made him evaluate what truly mattered. He wanted to be more connected and available to the love of his life and to his family.

Herein was their paradox. If he stopped her from being a missionary in Ghana and if she chastised him for finally wanting the togetherness she begged of him, they would co-create a polarization that would have wreak havoc in their marriage. This, they were very clear, they did not want.

The alternative was to consciously work out this phase in their couple’s soul development. They utilized a process of dialogue to delve into the heart, soul, fears, regrets and beliefs this phase of development brought to them.

So when they came to co-create their ‘growth agreement’ (as they called it) and realized what their experiment of separateness would mean, the paradox of their intimacy brought them energy and excitement. Their marriage was both strengthened and deepened. They also saw themselves individually living a purposeful life. They gave themselves a time frame of two years and three, six month intervals to check in with each other. She would fulfill her humanitarian goals in Ghana and he would take care of their home while fulfilling his passion for solar engineering research. Their friends and family expressed concern for their ‘complete flip-flop’ of roles and the long distance arrangement of their marriage. They both knew the depth, strength and risk of their courageous experiment.

It enriched them. They found ways to connect intimately using technologies that were available. While they shared their different worlds: her experiences living with, ministering to and learning from the natives, his growing appreciation of time with their children, their home and his research; they were amazed at their deepened love, passion for life, their differentiation and connection. Their inner world expanded.

They also knew many couples who would have divorced over this and would not have been able to tolerate the physical distance and the ‘dangers’ separation would pose.

A few times while she was traveling, her husband would come to us distraught and shaking because he hadn’t heard from his wife for awhile. We would reinforce for him how strong their connection was even when she was in a far away place. We would pray with him to help him radiate his love to her. During one session he got his confirmation. She called him on his cell phone to tell him that she was safe, happy and glad that she was finally able to find a way to reach him from the remote area where she was located. He expressed his worry and needed reassurance that she was safe. He felt their soulful connection as she expressed how she thought about him and wrote to him in her journals. They both talked of their plans to rendezvous as she invited him to visit Africa, if he was willing to visit.

That event, triggered for him, the fear of a final separation. “What if she never called? What if she is harmed and unsafe?” Such questions brought him to the depths of his soul journey and his love. “You know, I pray daily when I am fearful…that is what keeps me sane and in the present moment.”

After her two years of travel and humanitarian work and two visits, one of which was a difficult one, she returned home and they reunited. From the time they spent developing themselves, they realized together that they wanted to co-create their home in a community where people could live simply, consciously and purposefully. She contributed the knowledge and experience she gained in Ghana to this community and he brought all that he had developed in himself from studying solar energy and self-sustainable models.

As a couple, they exemplify how their loving included both of them authentically following the calling of their soul. They were willing to take risks and follow their souls’ call (one by going to Ghana and the other by staying home). They were able to trust each other to co-create an agreement and a process that no matter how uncomfortable or non-traditional it was, they had faith in their Highest Good and respect of their Higher Purpose individually and as a couple.

Please share with us how you are experiencing negotiating your soul call and your commitment to your intimate relationship!